At border control at JFK yesterday, the border guard, as usual, asked me a few unobtrusive questions. How was your trip? Actually, this is my trip, I live in France. (apparently he hadn’t gotten to the “country of residence” line on my customs form yet) What’s life like there? It’s great. Nothing peculiar, the standard stuff to make sure I’m not a shifty-eyed threat to American security.
There’s a pause.
But then he brings up an odd topic. He says something like –Y’know we have all these immigrants here, and they have such a hard time. They probably ought to go to France, right? –Well, yes, life as an immigrant in the US is very difficult. –I mean, people here are busting their butts for $7 an hour and they don’t get anything for it, while in France they get $14/hour and they get all those social services, like health care, too.*
It made me very nervous to have my border guard talking to me about the politics of immigration. As a US citizen, of course, there’s very little that could happen to me at the border, but because of my involvement with American Purgatory (also, here) not to mention the myriad bizarro border control stories I’ve heard from (mostly Canadian) friends, I found myself being particularly circumspect, with this vague fear that if I bad-mouthed US immigration policy too much, I could somehow be charged with sedition or something and end up sent back to France. Or, worse, in immigration detention. I’m actually astounded I let myself say something as strong as “It’s tough being an immigrant to the United States.”
So I said something about having to be legal to get the benefits, and he agreed with me and handed me my passport, and I walked away, full of strange thoughts. I’m sure he was just being friendly, but I found the experience incredibly unnerving.
In other news, I woke up, irrevocably, at 5 o’clock this morning. Sigh.
*minimum wage in France is 1000 euros a month, or with the 35 hour workweek, about 7 euros per hour - at the current exchange rate, what, about $278.35?